Ramble On: Autumn 2025 Edition
Playlist Link: Ramble On Autumn 2025 Edition Here we go again. And again. And again. One of my favorite parts of The Sopranos is how often the men ask women for red peppers. Mercurial at best. Sadistic at worst. Teeth baring smiles. https://www. scientificamerican.com/ article/how-did-the-smile- become-a-friendly-gesture-in- humans/ Dream eater. For the love of god, please take creamed spinach off of menus. A trail of baby ducks. The foot bone's connected to the leg bone. The leg bone's connected to the knee bone. The knee bone's connected to the thigh bone… But you said you would. Missed connections. Starbucks should serve hash browns. Sundays are for 8+ hour conversations with strangers, Mondays are for disappearing into the ether. Your educational institutions, religious organizations, and/or governments may not hold you to a higher standard, but I sure as fuck will. Flashbacks are actually the worst thing in e...
Curl into and live. Do not crumble, stand. 🎂
ReplyDeleteThis is so stupid that I’ve gone back and forth with even deeming it worthy of a response.
ReplyDeleteDo not correct my emotions. Do not come here offering unsolicited advice. Do not give me orders. But most of all, do not do any of these things without reading/understanding/acknowledging all of what I’ve written.
You’ve picked apart my words to make yourself look good/encouraging, but you completely missed the entire message of what I’ve said.
And you even waited to do so until the day of my birthday.
I did not mean “die” in the literal sense. I meant it in the way of being comfortable with a person to the point of being fully relaxed around them -- I meant being able to rely on someone. It actually has nothing to do with any specific person, it’s a concept.
Crumbling is a sign of rebuilding and healing – a sign of emotional processing and moving past traumatic bullshit. A sign of course correction. Crumbling is often necessary and healthy. I’m acknowledging a process, not saying that it’s defeating me. I am capable, despite the difficulty of having to rewire certain things. Basically, this entire thing is about trusting myself again and moving on.
“I am the missing strength.”
All I do is stand. Get out of my way.